Monday, February 16, 2009


I have a +1.3 lb gain this week. I thought it would be worse. No recording of food since grandpa passed. Got to nip it in the bud..Tried to make the best choices, as husband stepped up and was making or purchasing stuff for meals these last almost two weeks. I'm going to make an effort to record my food again this week. I gotta get back on track. My family needs me well. Nothing gets done if I'm not.

My muscles ache, joints ache, from tensing up in bed at night. Not even aware I'm doing it. Gotta change this around. hubby wants me to go to dr. but I keep holding out.

I've cried in the shower, cried when grandma tried to give me grandpa's most prized possession (his watch)today. I'm fowarding the watch on to my mother. (Read I know I'll get it back one day)

I'm tired. I'm sleeping almost 8-12 hours a day depending on what's happened.

The funeral was last week.

I come here to read when I can. Sorry you girls are going through your individual troubles right now..Wish I could be more help to you.

My laptop blew up last week, trying to order a new one for me this week. (Read so I can read the blogs, and post to my own again)

I think of you all often..NEVER GIVE UP GIRLS!!! Never...I wish I could be there to give you hugs..KNOW That you are all worth it!!!You are the bombs!!!You are the FABULOUS FABBIES!!

1 comment:

  1. Listen to your hubby... go to the doctor. You have been through fire in the last couple of weeks. The doctor can probably prescribe something light for you to take which will at least help with your sleep. Not only is there no shame in asking for help and accepting (and using) it, but if it helps, you should know that I've used chemical enhancements to get a good night's rest for years. There is nothing wrong with that. Trust me.

    Also, before passing the watch on to Mom, wait a few days. Grandma wanted you to have it. Don't let feelings of guilt take the opportunity for her to express herself through giving away. I know that the watch would most likely come back to you, but life is funny that way.

    Now is the time to take your time and not make any rushed decisions. Just try and take it easy. Please.